Rabbit in your headlights.

Jeez I hate how Singaporeans can't just chill the fuck down. The other day we were in the train and people were pushing and shoving even though there was plenty of time and everyone was already Packt Like Sardines In A Crushd Tin Box. (That's a great song btw)

Well, whatever. We were at Ion walking around looking for Starbucks, and when we finally found it they were giving out free fraps so the queue was hella long. (Singaporean tendencies again, hah)



Eh, someone lend me 400 bucks. I need it for, uh, tuition fees.



So we were at Starbucks and Jocelyn kept going on about this place in Clarke Quay which apparently had good beer so I said let's go right now then and she said really and I said yeah why not and she said hahaha okay and then we went.



Nom nom nom.



A's monster hands.





That is my post-alcohol colour. Hahaha, and I'd only had 1/3 of a glass at that point.



My tongue stud is a smiley face and it is just marvellous.



A and some crazy bitch.





I don't know what the fuck's up with this either.



:P



My favourite person in the whole wide world! Of Tampines.


I went to see New Moon yesterday!! I ADMIT IT. I think Stephenie Meyer has about as much talent as a buttockless baboon (and buttocks are very important to baboons), but the movie was actually pretty good. The direction was great, and the soundtrack was amazing. It was surprisingly indie-centric for such a commercial and overhyped series. I had a look at the track list and the artists ooze indie goodness.

But anyway, we all know why we went to see it. SHIRTLESS TAYLOR LAUTNER, what else?! And there's plenty of it. The whole movie was like, oh Bella you've got blood on your head let me take off my shirt so I can help you wipe it off, oh it's 5 degrees outside but that's okay cos I'm a werewolf so I'm gonna run around half-naked, oh we're outside in a thunderstorm and water is running down my abs in a distractingly sexy manner but I'm gonna pretend I don't notice and it's okay cos I'm a werewolf.

Very nice.

Please watch it.

omglulz

A conversation I had with Joselyn, after I asked if I could go over to her place.

Karmaine says: (11:15:42 AM)

Ok, I'll be there in about 2 hours :D

♥JOSELYN says: (11:16:11 AM)

2 hours from pasir ris to tampines

♥JOSELYN says: (11:16:15 AM)

hmmmmmmm hahaha

Karmaine says: (11:16:52 AM)

Hahaha, it's inclusive of lunch and makeup and bath and hair curling time (:

♥JOSELYN says: (11:17:06 AM)

fine o fine hahaha

Karmaine says: (11:17:09 AM)

I WISH I COULD JUST ROLL OUT OF BED LOOKING GOOD

Karmaine says: (11:17:15 AM)

Oh well hahaha

♥JOSELYN says: (11:17:46 AM)

hahahha you look better than most of us

♥JOSELYN says: (11:17:47 AM)

just that

♥JOSELYN says: (11:17:51 AM)

you want to look better

Karmaine says: (11:18:24 AM)

Hmm well there's always room for improvement~

Karmaine says: (11:18:37 AM)

Looking good has many benefits, don't you agree? :D

♥JOSELYN says: (11:19:10 AM)

yupyupyup

♥JOSELYN says: (11:19:31 AM)

is this like an ss qn

♥JOSELYN says: (11:19:38 AM)

i suddenly thought of that seeing do your agree

Karmaine says: (11:19:53 AM)

LOL yeah, you have to state both sides of the argument

Karmaine says: (11:20:08 AM)

And then conclude it with your final stand

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:25 AM)

yah of course it is good to have for eg free alcohol

Karmaine says: (11:20:33 AM)

Free cigs

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:36 AM)

bad bad cos attract all the lechers

Karmaine says: (11:20:38 AM)

LOL

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:42 AM)

fine o fine

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:45 AM)

in short

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:48 AM)

if you are pretty

♥JOSELYN says: (11:20:57 AM)

you shld know kungfu and everything will be perfect :D

Karmaine says: (11:21:00 AM)

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

I love her.

We still got the taste dancing on our tongues.

Went to House yesterday with A for the Amberhaze album launch. It was pretty cool. The crowd was a weird mix of people, but all of them were interesting in their own way. Music was great. I got tired after awhile though cos there were no more seats and we were standing, and I was also starving. Dempsey is an awesome place but it's annoyingly hard to get out of.

Called a cab and went down to Nabin's for shisha and food...don't bother going there. It used to be a really nice place to chill out and enjoy the company of your friends whilst eating uh, relatively good food and getting stoned out of your mind. Went there yesterday and the place was packed with bengs and lians. They used to play this great atmospheric Arab music in the background, and now it's all fucking club music at a disgustingly loud volume. Nothing against that kinda music, but I mean, time and place for everything you know? Me and A were already tired (it was around midnight) but we had to wait for people to leave so we could sit upstairs. When we did get up we were sitting with a group of lians on one side and the speakers on the other. It was...painful.

FORTUNATELY, some of the lians left, eventually. And the Nabin's people finally had the sense to lower the volume and play slightly better music. I don't know what's wrong with them. It's not a fucking club, man, or maybe the Nabin's people happen to enjoy smoking shisha whilst getting their freak on.

There were these two angmoh guys there. A said they were cute even before I did, the faggot.

Got home at about 4 and fell asleep at 8am or so. Hahaha. This is would be a very interesting post if I had pictures, but sadly I haven't been bringing Mr. Canon out. So we shall all just have to use our imaginations.

Yeah, I know, it was a great night.

Thnks 4 th Mmrs

I don't think you ever truly forget anyone who's once had a place in your heart.

It's not to say that we haven't moved on. Or that we are now worlds apart. It doesn't matter, because once you've really loved someone, you are always gonna care to some extent. And when it's all dead and gone and the scars have faded, it's the good times you remember, not the bad.

Looking back I realise how much I and everyone else has grown. At 16, we tend to forget that we are stupid and childish kids living in a very adult world. In hindsight, everything we've done will seem retarded. (But this is ok.) I don't regret anything, because all that has made me who I am.

Live and love and run and fuck and jump. Try. Laugh. Play. Do it all. Because before you know it you're 45 and married with three kids working working working for that promotion for that widescreen TV to pay off your mortgage and bank loans and you sit down and wonder just where your life went.

Kids

Still one of my favourite music videos. It's fan-made and had a thousand times more hits than the official MV. In fact, they had to come up with a new word for awesome to describe just how kickass this video was. True story.

Kicking back waiting for the rush.

From when I was on the Flyer. Just realised I never bothered to upload any Flyer pictures. Oh well, they're nothing special.



Si j'avais au moins revu ton visage? (Not me.)

My holidays have been spent in a nearly catatonic state of boredom. I feel like I'm waiting for something. In a way I am. I'm waiting for Joselyn to get back from Vietnam. All my makeup and crap is at her house. I CANNOT LIVE. Actually I could just go pick it up anyway, I guess it's sheer laziness. I've been staying home reading Harry Potter.

I guess I'm just waiting for things to calm down. I have so many things I want to do that I don't even know where to start. I should make a LIST. Lists are awesome. Lock any five organized people into a room and you know what they would do? Make a list. Well more likely they would start plotting their escape plan. BUT THEY WOULD HAVE TO MAKE A LIST FIRST.

So I will write that list.

...Later.

Wow, even when I'm trying to have fun, I procrastinate.

You are the music while the music lasts.

Prom was...interesting. I just regret not doing more to my hair. I kinda expected it to be less structured, and with more mingling, but I guess the hierarchy and boundaries hold true till the end.

Check out Yaxun's dress. It's like the length of the River Nile.





Best Photography Award for the dangling camera strap effect.



I LOVE JOSELYN. And again with the camera strap.



With some loser.



I like Joce's Daniel Yam dress~



Hahahahaha. DOESN'T EVEN NEED A CAPTION.





I like this. It just looks right.





OI AZRA WHY YOU SO PRETTY. Hahahaha

After everything ended me and Jose cabbed over to Clarke Quay for some fun. Everyone else went home or something, LAME. Had drinks at the Pump Room, talked to a few people. I didn't dance with anyone even though I really wanted to, and this guy wouldn't give up on asking me. Ali should be happy that I'm so faithful to him, hehehe. I could've club-hopped all night but Jose had to go early. ): I was so sad, next time maybeee.

I remember saying really random shit in the cab and mumbling to myself, hahaha. My skin can get so reddd!!

Ali the sweetass came down to meet me at 3am even though he had school in the morning (which he didn't go for in the end). Such a nice boy.

Woke up today with a throbbing headache. But last night was sweet. I'm back in my party mood!!

In conversation with myself.

You know the feeling you get when you have to choose between two things that are each so beautiful in their own way? And you have no idea what to do, because picking one of them would mean losing the other. I don't know whether I should be grateful that I even have the prerogative of choosing, or be sad that the outcome of this ultimatum has to lie on my shoulders.

"I don't know what I want."
"You have to pick something."
"Both of them are so different. What if I regret my decision?"
"Either way, you still have to choose one of them. You can't have both."
"I just can't."
"You need to make up your mind."
"...Fine. I'll have the Toffee Nut Frappuccino."

Iz gud

Ah, decisions.

P.S. I am sick. I am sneezing every 10 seconds, no joke. I am pretty sure that there is a limit to how much sneezing peoples' bodies can take. I think that sooner or later, I will sneeze my brains out and my head will implode upon itself. This troubles me. I will update you guys on whether or not this eventuality occurs before I get well. The odds are quite possibly stacked in my favour though, so no worries.

This is our highway.

From a longgg time ago~ It's been ages since I brought Mr. Canon out. BUT O LEVELS ARE ENDING SOON SO YOU BET THAT'S GONNA CHANGE!!

Jack's Place with my family today. They lit my steak on fire (CHEAP THRILLS HEHE) and yummy escargot, why are snails so oddly delicious?!

A typical conversation:

Mum to my dad: Eh why you never greet your son?

Dad: Huh? (To my brother) Hellooo~

Mum: No, I mean birthday greeting.

Dad: Oh. (To my brother) Birthday greeting.

I learnt something yesterday. If you've found someone that's just so right for you, hold their hand, tell them you love them, SINK YOUR TEETH IN AND NEVER LET THEM GO MOTHERFUCKERS!!

Baby, I wanna walk on your path, and you walk on mine. Because no one walks their path alone. Yeah, we all have paths. This is my path. We'll walk together so that our paths intertwine, and then maybe we could get our friends and relatives to join in till we have like the Autobahn of paths. I love paths.

xoxo eat my asphalt,

Karmaine <3

Hellowellojelloyellow.

I was sitting in Mcdonald's today with ahma after ditching Chinese paper 1 when I suddenly heard Bulletproof come on. On 98.7. Since when is La Roux on the radio?!!?!?! First Owl City, now this? It's like they're trying to take away everything I hold dear. BIG FAT MAINSTREAM MEANIES.

I don't have anything against bands becoming more well-known and shit. It's just that when a song hits the charts, it's suddenly IN YOUR FACE 24/7, and something that used to be a beautiful underground secret is suddenly amongst the faeces that is Kanye West and Britney Spears. Now Fireflies is fucking everywhere, so it doesn't matter whether you're enjoying a Happy Meal at mac or at Toys R' Us buying water guns or picking up condoms at 7-Eleven not that I do, you'll always have your fix of ethereal electronica. It gets old at about the 217th time I hear it come on.

And the worst thing is, I told some people a long time ago about Owl City, how Adam Young is a (questionably heterosexual) genius, and they told me his music sounded weird. And how about now?! Just because it's on the fucking radio means it's good? I swear if they put Behemoth on air everyone would say it was brilliant and suddenly ahbengs would be headbanging on the bus and making circle pits at void decks. Oh heaven forbid. To: The People Up There Message: I was just kidding, please don't make that happen.